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| Dear God , i thank you soooo much for allowing me to see another year &allowing me to still walk in your favor. i thank you for the many blessings that you have given me in the year of 2010 . i thank you for the obstacles i went through to only become greater &closer in you. i thank you for the tears shed that only helped me to realize in reality i have nothing to cry about, becuz you have supplied all my needs. i thank you for the friends i met &relationships i developed. i thank you for the slight alterations in my life that were necessary to get me to where i am today. i thank you for not allowing me to stay in on spot btt to move on to bigger &better things. God i thank you for the relationship we had in 2010 . &i believe our relationship in 2011 would be even better. thank you for my failures &sucess that taught me that in alll the things i do should only bring honor to your name. thank you for not giving up on me this year . i apologize for the times i didnt trust you or represent you like i should have. i am believing that this year, the year 2011 would be the greatest year yet for me. i believe the plans you have for my will work out for the good &God for everytime i fall i know that you will alwaysss be there to pick me back up . i thank you for what you have done in 2010 . what you are doing currently . &what you will do in 2011 . i pray that this year i will show your true love to everyone i meet. that i will walk &talk with a Godly influence. i pray that more blessings are on the way. i pray that my friends &family this year will draw near to you for everything they do. i pray that they will find you &serve you more. i pray that this year will be sucessful, that i will do your will &follow the path you have for me. i pray that my future education will not be hindered btt i will always keep you first in everthing i do. i pray that i will not get side track &try to do what i know is wrong btt that i will have you in my heart &in my mind at all times . i pray that college for me will be a plesant experience this 2011 &that if mistakes are made i will bounce back ¬ be affected. i pray that college funds &any other funds needed will be taken care of becuz its all in your hands. i pray that i will trust &believe in you more that no matter my current circumstances i will choose to thank you in advance . i pray that any current negative habits will be broken ¬ be used again . soo God in 2011 i look forward to being a tremedious sucess in school . becoming closer to you spiritually . being a good influence on the ones i encounter . staying focused . being strong minded . not giving up . continue being true to myself . loving my family &friends . &loving the ones who despise me . i wrap this all up &consider it done by your son Jesus Christ . i love you ! Amen . your daughter, mariahh . ps: this is my year ! =D  |
Friday
its here ... HAPPY NEW YEAR... the best year yet 2011 !
i got some more news .
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| i got accepted into Albany State University ! this is an HBCU (historical black college/university) in albany, ga i juss applied here juss to see if i would get in . i dnt care too much for hbcu they are not taken care of well . btt hey im happy i got accepted . =) |
Monday
omgee i juss came to realization that ...
im short
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n e w a y z
falcons &saints game .
ohh yeahh ...
im going to a falcons game
on January 2nd !
ill take pics .
Sunday
kicking it old school .
| juss got done watching the rugrats movie ! my moms came in &was like you used to loveee the rugrats. darn right ! chucky was my potna . lolx . i miss the younger days btt im happy to be starting something new . today i watched ... little rascals.richie rich.good burger.&rugrats: the movie . about to enjoy the rest of my nite . peace ! <3 |
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Saturday
WIERD ???
nopee juss me
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| i smile when im nervous . laugh at death . juss to cover up my real feelings . it's like my emotions are confused on what they should do . i am loud without knowing ... i im far from deaf . iam always happy . to the point where when im sad ppl think its a major problem . ppl rely on my happiness to determine thier happiness . iam a role model . btt sometimes i juss dnt feel like being the person ppl look up to . i make mistakes... yeahh im not "purrfect !" i comb my hair too much . im surprise i still have some . i get nervous when my nails arent clean . soo i constantly clean them . i think ppl watch my every move . that why i try to be good . i have a wild side deep inside me . that will probably come out soon o . O . im afraid of i wish i was rich . btt then again i dnt ... becuz i know ill let money take over me . i sometimes trick myself into believing the truth as though it isnt . i ♥ ♥ btt i dnt want it ... i juss want the benefits of it . if you knew those benefits you would think im i love pink &green . btt black &white defines me . i love my life . i adore my friends . i love fashion . btt i dnt say it becuz everyone &there momma thinks theyre f a s h i o n experts . soo i juss dress cute &pretend like i dnt really care ... lolx it works . i use to hate being darkskinn . until i got to highschool,, now i l o v e my skin tone . i believe words can only hurt if you choose to believe them . think about it . one day i want to tell it all to someone i trust . my secrets &past . btt the world is definitely not ready for that . i hate when ppl expect you to feel sorry for them . haha . switch my hair they all copiers . switch my gear they all copiers . i hate biters . soo i make sure not to copy anyoneee . i could really like something btt the fact that everyone is on the samething ... makes me change my mind . i love nighttime . my fantasy : play on railroad tracks at nite with my friends . all of these things all what make up me . im mariahh &im in my own world . thats what makes me truly different . i dnt let ppl try to ruin my world . thats what make me a confident.darkskinned.5'1.righthanded.18 year old.future focused.positive.God loving.female.born on september 21. ♥ |
MERRY CHRIST... MAS !
i wanna wish you a MERRY CHRISTMAS !
2010 PRESENTS ...
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| my combat boots ... i think there adorable ! ps: my love &me in the background . |
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| charm braclet ! i love it &the box too . |
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| it might not be a real louis vuitton bag btt its a real coach wristlet !!! soo im satisfied . |
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| a laptop !!! omgeee best present ever ! dell is my bestfriend . |
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| furry house shoes boots . saving these for college along with me zebra striped pjs ! |
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| mula ... $50 |
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| more mula . thanks uncle eric ! $130 i also got a debit card i didnt want to put a picture up becuz it has my card number &ima get some jeans &some tan heels... that would be everything on my wishlist . btt im soo happy for this christmas i thought i wasnt going to get anything since my moms has to pay for college &stuff ... btt im happy to say that i am blessed ! Thank You Jesus ! |
Tuesday
i got this in a chain letter .
| THE BOYFRIEND GUIDE: 1) She walks away from u mad *follow her* 2)she stares at ur lips *kiss her* 3) when she pushes u or hits u *grab her and dont let go* 4) when she brushes ur hand *grab hers* 5)if shes cold *give her ur jacket* 6)if she dont talk to u first *go talk to her* 7)If she tells you to quit with a smile on her face *keep doing it*THE GIRLFRIEND GUIDE: 1)if he pokes u *get closer* 2)if he wants a guys night out * dont complain* 3)if he doesnt txt back *dont jump to conclusions* 4)if he doesnt say anythin *dont think he does not care* 5)if he is ticklish *hes a keeper* 6)if he lets u wear his clothing *he likes u in his stuff* NOW MAKE A WISH * ** *** **** ***** ****** ***** **** *** ** * eventhough i dnt like chain letters i thought this was cute . <3 |
Sunday
forgot to tell about my thirfting finds .
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| thirft store: left to right ... blue oxford button down. oversized striped navy blue &white tee. gold studded clutch.gold clip on earrings.gold strechy leaf belt i use as a braclet.camel braided belt.&black tights that isnt in the picture becuz i have them on. burlington coat factory: left teal double breasted peat coat only 50 dollars ! &white strechy scarf on 8 dollars ... ps: the color of the font is the color of the coat . - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - the thirft store items where when i went thrift like a couple of weeks ago &the coat &scarf was from last tuesday i think it was . i love finding bargains ... well i love it for my moms becuz whatever is on sale she'll be quick to buy it =) |
truth is .
| i love being the girl that most boys want ... btt no one can have ... suchh a tease . goodmorning thoughh ! happy sunday =) i hope everyone has a great day ! go eagles !!! |
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Thursday
yeahh that's me .
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| finals.finals.finals. one more day of them &then its break time for me . this is well needed ! ♥ |
have you ever ???
| okay soo i was chilling with my ex boyfriend today &i got this feeling like dang he changed &maybe we'll work again . idkk really it mite juss be a cover up to impress me soo im not going to play on that feeling too much . btt you know how once you stop liking a boy &get over them, they start liking you . thats me with boys... when they like me i dnt stunt them btt once theyve stopped liking me is when i start feeling them . im extra weird instead of the boy liking the chase... i like wanting something thats hard to get &once i get it i turn it loose real quick ... i have ways like a boy btt i guess that becuz i have three brothers &i know the game . idkk im juss chilling though . |
Wednesday
things one should know .
| 1.dropping a cellular device into a bathtub of water kinda kills the fone . 2.ten years from now most of what you freak out about won't make any difference . 3.zits always pop up when you really cant afford for them to pop up . 4.juss becuz someone flirts with you incessantly doesnt neccessarily mean he or she likes you . 5.the one person you can truly love is often rite in front of you . 6.never,ever,ever let a member of the opposite sex make you compromise your standards. never ! 7.parents arent around forever and you need to treasure them while they are . 8.if your intuition is telling you not to do something then dnt ... your intuition is not stupid 9.the heart does heal and you will love like this again except that when you do you will deny that you ever loved like this before . 10.sometimes smart ppl can do very very stupid things . GOD,i trust you |
Monday
man these my girls !!!
osborne high school dancing divas ...
all my potnas i chill with ... my bestfriend is the one thats mostly on the end to the right .
yall did good girlies !
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