Tuesday

last year .

soo i know in a previous post i said i DO NOT want a repeat of last year .
&you mite be wondering what happened last year ???
well im glad you asked ! last year was my junior year &i was soo excited becoming an "upperclass men."
everything was going soo well the first semester . i ran for class president &got second place &became the junior class senate . i was in sooo many activites &did the annoucements for my school &everything i was feeling good like i was making the school better . ppl started to look up to me &stuff soo that was good .


well after christmas break things started going ↓ downhill . like i was still in the activities &ppl were still looking up to me . btt it felt like now the haters were coming out of the wood works . i mean out of nowhere ! maybe they were there before &i juss didnt notice them . btt the females were the worse (smhh chicks these days) &they started hating on me little by little .
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first it started off with little smart comments like ..."why do you have that on?" or like "ughh she thinks shes better than everyone." which was NOT true , i barely talked to anyone btt three ppl .
next they started targetting the ppl i hung with since we all dressed nice &didnt have any DRAMA in our life &no one knew any dirt on us .
then they started trying to fite me &the girls i hung with like it was crazy ... like this one girl came up behind me &pulled my hair soo i fought her (which was not being a good influence on others) btt i felt like i had to
juss to show them like hop off of what im doing &try to do something positive for yourself .

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btt yeahh i use to call my moms like every day with a new problem . it was ridiculous ! i remember i stop trying to dress good for like a week until my moms noticed ... i juss wanted them not to have something to hate on ... it didnt work ... ppl who are not confident with themselves try to tear others down .... i got through it with continueous PRAYERS ! &the help of alot of guy friends telling me positive things like "dont let them take you out of your element" & great words like that .

 ughh like haters are soo dumb like why do you hate on me when you can have the exact same things i have clothes.shoes.a personality.being a leader you juss have to work with what you have . btt ANYWAYS im not having a repeat of last year im NOT going to let any girls get me down becuz theyre not going to be there with me in the future so why let them discourage my present ! i CANT wait for 2011 ! its going to be great !
sorry for the blahh post ... i had to let this out .
                                                                                                                             
                            

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