Wednesday

sometimes things pop up .

M.I.A
ill be back in a few days .
ilyall .

Tuesday

i can do all things through Christ who strengths me ... Philippians 4:13

some goals for my 18th year .

  • get a job .

  • get a car .

  • get accepted into UGA or Mercer .

  • finish in the top 20 percent of my class .

  • tell more people about GOD .

  • make a difference in my school &community .

  • dnt be afraid to take chances .

  • overcome my greatest fear ;; failure .

  • stay true to myself &my morals .

  • continue to be a role model for others .

  • make GOD.myself.my family.&my friends proud .
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dear mariahh ,,
youve done great soo far with your 17 years of living ,
btt this year babygirl make it count ! show others &yourself your full potential .
dnt be afraid of reaching the highest goals becuz you think you might fail .
dnt settle for less &continue to stay grounded in the Lord .
Temptation is nothing btt the ememy &you can over come it .
i believe in you girl &i have soo much confidence in you .
i love you with every inch of me .
mariahh .

Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently

this is going to be kinda weird btt here i go ...
dear jarod .
you probably dnt know this since ima "certified princess thug"
 ( lolx remember that)
btt you really hurt me .
i usually dnt let boys get to me or even express the way i feel about them
to them ... btt i did with you &i think you used that against me .
when we first met you told me that God told you i was the one ...
actually your "wife" to be exact ... btt things turned out different .
i really liked you &believe we would have been together forever .
&unfortunately i still believe that ! i believed that you could be
the one i actually &let my guard down for ...
im not going to get into much detail on here though ... dnt get me wrong
you are a great person &i know this probably sound all bad
 and stuff btt you know what you did &left me with ... btt its allllll
good becuz i forgive you &ican understand that you were really torn
in between the two .btt one thing i must admit is i will always be here
for you &i know when we stopped talking you told me to wait becuz
you'll be coming back ... soo that's why im not giving up hope becuz i trust
you &i truely believe that you are coming back &we will be together in college
like we planned ... i hope your relationship is going well &God is
still the center of your life ...
ily .
mariahh .
=)
ps : i still havent learned how to cook btt i got you when we get married .

happy happy birthday !


its my birthday i can cry if i want to .... btt what for ??? it was WONDERFUL ! =)
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO ME !!!
this was my birthday outfit ::
white lace top.black jacket.black jeans.studded boots.white chain purse
the only presents i got ...
btt its cool... i guess im getting too old for gifts .
 =)
my uncle gave me 100 dollars
my bestfriend (trenae) gave me a orange clutch purse.heart pin.&my favorite lotion .
thank yall for the gifts .
later on in the day my moms took me to pappadeaux .
this was my first time actually going .
i always juss have her bring me something back .

i had a seafood platter ...
it consist of stuffed crab.stuffed shirmp.fried catfish.&fried shirmp...
this was soooo goood man !
i got some left overs too .


&for desert ...
this was the desert platter ...
btt i had the one to the left of the one in the bowl
cheesecake with prealeans ( didnt spell that right)
&it was excellent !



at first i thought my birthday sucked becuz my moms had to work ...
btt when she got off it was popping .
i had a wonderful 18th Birthday !!!
btt its not finished ...
i spend the night over my cousin house tomorrow &go to the mall
on thursday.friday i go to the movies with my
other bestie.and saturday is the fair .
fun filled week &weekend !
plus : i get to get a piercing (maybe a surface one at the mall on thursday )
and my curfew is later !!!!
woohoo !

birthday wishes .

this came in the mail for me .
i have like five of these already .
btt hey thanks !





some of my birthday txts :
Paige : "HAPPY BDAY !!!!
omg whatcha doinn for it?!"
Antonio : "Happy bday"
Keke : "HAPPY BDAY"

Trenae : "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!"
Rahim : "HAPPY BDAY CUZO"
Zarinah : "HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY CUZO :)"
Travis : "Happy birthday cuzo, i love you."
Cloe : "HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY!!!!! MARIAH"
Tosh :" Happy Birthday!!"
Bama : "Happy bday I love u"
Jamelle : "Happy bday bestie lol"
Mrs. Teresa : "Happy birthday. Does this mean you GROWN. Love you."

Shaniece : "Hopefully i was the first to call. Happy 18th baby mama:) i love you!"
Robin : "Happy Birthday 2 u and my GOD BLESS U WITH MANY MORE LOVE U XOXO"
Thabazz : HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIL CUZ HAVE A GREAT DAY AND BE BLESSED 18YRS ITS ON NOW!! Happy B-Day!

calls from :
James
Kinesia
Arsenio
Mr. Richard
Ms. Sandra
Ms. Chondra


thank you everyone for the birthday calls &wishes ...
sorry if i couldnt remember everyone .
it was many more &yall made my birthday special =)
thanks again !

Monday

last day im 17 .

last pictures of me at 17 .
ps : no make up .
took at 6:38pm 9/20/2010 .

its kind of sad that today is my last day until i become a legal adult .
btt heck im happy ! i seemed like just yesterday , when i was little
&wanted to order something cool off the tv btt it said
"must be 18 or older to call/order"
btt now i can !

when i was 17 :
  • i went on my first single date .
  • i got my first real fone .
  • my moms allowed a boy to chill at my house with me .
  • i drove by myself for the first time .
  • i went to a church camp that changed my life completely .
  • i stayed a pure .
&tomorrow is my 18th birthday !!!

cute .

i want .
omgggg . these are sooo cutee !
cutee .
i love hearts .

tattoes .

im not really into tattoes btt i find some of these cute &unique .
this is my favorite one .
this is cute .

omgg ! this is sick .. it .

.taste juss like candy .

uhh noo ... too much nicki minaj influence
lame !
i admire the thinking of this person .
this is different .
cute .
i would get this right on my foot too .
i freaking adore this . its weird yet amazing .
who thinks like this ... on the bottom of your foot ?
sooo cute to me .
this is almost as good as the rihanna "shhh." tattoe .

i like all of them ... especially the second one on the right .


i gotta crush on you .


so like why am i crushing ???
this happens like once in a while for me
becuz i think high school boys are lame .

point blank .

yeahh btt i have a crush &his name is derrick .
&i find him attractive or whatever .
btt the thing is the first day of school i told him like omgg
you should be like my bestfriend becuz we were kicking it cool .
i didnt like him at that point ... btt then later on like a month later
i thought he was cute &he thought i was too btt he
thought i liked his friend

negative .

soo i lefted it at that &blew him off .
now he has a gf &i like him .
my moms always tells me "dang mariahh you always taking ppl boyfriends"

disagree .

its juss if i like a boy i expect to talk to him .
soo we txt every now &then &ima see what's up .
this post is lame to me becuz i usually dnt even think about what imma
do when it comes to crushes becuz they usually juss go away .
btt i think this one is going to be around for a minute .

adios .

day 12- how you found out about blogspot and why you made one .

umm ...
let me see .

i met this girl named keke &she had one .
sooo one day she decided that we should
have one together & we did ... go check it
out www.luvateen.blogspot.com &then i decided
i wanted one of my own soo i made one .

&yeahh thats the story of how mariah &blogger met .
thanks for your time .

Sunday

something new .

i like REALLY need to find a website that has good layouts .
the one i have now was suppose to be temporarily
btt i have had it too long now .

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random :
 dnt try to play the "game"
with me when im doing the exact same thing to you
theres more of you btt less of me .
*not conceited juss pleased w/ what GOD has made*
s
i
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p
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m
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my alphabet .

A
- available: yessir .
- age: 18 in two days .
B
- birthday: 09/21 .
- body part on opposite sex: ankles .
- believe in God: he's the love of my life .
C
- candy: anything sour &chewy .
- color: hot pink.lime green. &orange .
- chinese/mexican: chinese .
D
- day or night: nightlife .
E
- eggs: scrambled w/ cheese .
- eyes: dark brown .
- ever failed a class?: never .
F
- first crush: Tae ( first grade ) .
- food: my favorite thing to do .
G
- greatest fear: failing at anything .
- goals: too many to type .
H
- hair color: black with brown tips .
- height: 5’1 .
- happy: almost always .
- holiday: thanksgiving .
I
- ice cream: turtle or moose tracks .
J
- jewelry: earrings at all time.rings.&necklaces.
- job: wish i had one .
K
- kids: looking forward to them .
- keep a journal: this blog is basically it .
L
- love: want it .
M
- milk flavor: i hate milk shawdy .
- movie: sister act 2 .
- marriage: duhh ,
- motion sickness: uhh noo .
N
- number of siblings: four .
- number of piercings: two .
- number: seven .
O
- overused phrases: "i guess .","ohh okay .", "yeahh whatever ."
P
- perfect pizza: supreme w/ no olives or mushrooms .
- pepsi/coke: coke .
R
- reason to cry: hurt .
- radio station: 104.7 .
- ring size: five .
S
- shoe size: depends . 3 in low top sneakers.6 in high tops.7 in sandals &heels .
- salad dressing: ranch w/ bacon bits .
- sing well?: yessir .
- strawberries/blueberries: strawberries .
T
- thunderstorms: peaceful .
U
- unpredictable: nahh. juss not understood .
V
- vacation spot: jamaica .
W
- weakness: letting my guard down/trust .
- wanted to be a model: nopee , i juss like to runway walk .
- worst weather: when its like to hot to think .
X
- x-rays: never . except teeth x-rays at the dentist .
Y
- year it is now: 2010 .
Z
- zoo animal: polar bears .
- zodiac sign: virgo .

class of 20'11 .

we're soo good ...
we're number 1 twice !

let me tell you .

lalalalalalala .
time for me to vent .
soo i like being single becuz i am able to flirt with whoever i want and talk to whoever i want
however ,,
the two boys i talk to at the moment think im their girl &they like run me .
instead of names ill use ages .
they are 20 &19 .

*
okay so i liked &still like the twenty year old he is cute &has a good personality or whatever
&we talk like we are a couple btt we both know we are not
btt he has the tendency to ask &wonder who im txting or who i talk to at school .
he was at the game on friday &seen me btt juss waved i was cool with
that becuz i was talking to some friends ... &then later he came up behind me
&said hey or whatever ... after that i went with some more friends .
later i txted him "where you at?" &he was getting some food .
so i told him i wanted to see him &he came &sat with me
&got mad at me becuz i didnt remember his birthday .
( shoot i forgot )
soo i got up &walked away becuz i wasnt about to have an arguement with him .

*
soo when i got up i meet some other boy ;; the 19 year old .
he went to my school last year or whatever &was cute to me
soo we exchanged numbers &i guess the 20 year old saw me talking to him btt idc .
the 19 year old is cute btt he already tryna make me "wifey" &thats moving to fast .
&its a complete turn off . soo idk what ima do with this boy &he txts me daily allllll day .
like give me some space .
UGHHHHHHH .
plus there is someone else i like btt thats for a later time .
im the illest !

day 11- another picture of you and your friends .


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<> me &my little cousin will .
my fam is my friends too shawdy .
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my patna.panta/ex boo wesley .

me &my cousin zarinah .

Saturday

i ♥ children .

i went to a cookout today &my little homies were there .
i love these kids ;
they are georgous ... especially the little girl ( third picture )
i love the shirt the little boy has on ( i take the joy out of shopping ) .
looking forward to the day i have kids .
kisses i love yall .

football fever .

soo lastnite i went to the game . ( friday )
ohs vs hirim .
we got a brand new field .
its sooo pretty .
we lost btt it still was fun .
i got a few numbers &chilled with some graduates i havent seen in a minute .
this was the outfit i wore ; i took this picture before the game .

day 10- songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad .

=) - anything inspirational .
             mostly gospel .

=( - i love listening to ♥
 songs when im sad .
                                 beyonce.fantasia.keri hilson.

=/ - what ever is shuffled on my fone .

=D - fast.bumpin music .
                       triplee.canton jones.

>=( - gospel .
           kirk franklin.marymary.

day 09- something you’re proud of in the past few days .

sga president .
picked caps &gowns .
registered to vote .
helped held a leadership day .

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failure is not an option .

day 08- short term goals for this month and why .

  1. get permit - im about to turn 18 &still havent gotten my lisence smh .
  2. look into some scholarships - i need to go to college for free .
  3. talk to new boys - tired of these same old boys .
  4. turn 18 - i will finally be legal .
  5. get even more organize - you cant be too organized .
  6. get all A's - ima scholar duhh .
  7. attend a college fair - more info .
  8. have a good birthday - that's a must .

day 07- a picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you .

 1. GOD .
2. my moms .

3. fashion .
juss some of my magazines .


day 06- favorite super hero and why .

Blossom from the Powerpuff Girls .
i &heart; this show &she was the best &the prettiest !
i miss watching this with my cousin .

day 05- a picture of somewhere you’ve been to .

Nassau Bahamas for the third time .
this is paradise island .
it was amazing &very expensive to stay at .

day 04- a habit that you wish you didn’t have .

i really wish i wasnt like ocd .
sometimes i get frustrated knowing
that i have to be soo organized &have
everything looking perfect , thats time
consuming .

day 03- a picture of you and your friends

my two bestfriends trenae,shaniece,&me

shaniece &me

top to bottom: trenae,darnice,me,&emon
chocolate loves .
 

me &trenae .
excuse the outfit =/
 

Monday

ending with a kiss .

the shower.the t.v.&the pillow
is calling my name .
you hear it ??? mariahhhhh .
lolx . ( insane ) 
ps : this is the color i wore today .
purty ... i know ,
goodnite world .
=*

the root of all sin is ...

selfishness
________________

think about it .
-mariahh ♥

they say give respect to get respect ..

btt ill rather take it if its not given .
 =/
-mariahh .

most ppl want to be different ,btt in reality ...

they are all the same ;;
trying to be different is soo common now a days
that being normal is the new different .
ironic huhh ?
btt i on the other hand ...
is simply ME .
-mariahh .

swagger is ...

a word that is being used to often to describe ppl who think they stand out .
-mariahh .

love is ...

only overrated to ppl who have experienced heartbreak ;
or never experienced love at all .
-mariahh .

the center of all happiness is ...

GOD !
-mariahh .

ppl who change with the weather are ...

confused &fake !
-mariahh .

girls who curse are so ...

unattractive ...
-mariahh .

howdy.howdy.howdy.

  • i registered to vote in november .
  • i will be 18 in 8 days .
  • i juss became pissed at 8:27pm becuz my moms threw away something i needed !!! UGHHH !
  • writing this essay on the gov'ts response to 9/11 .
  • experienced fakes today &learned that boys can be faker then girls ( earl ) .
  • new seventeen mag. came in the mail .
  • had my favorite 12 piece chicken nuggets &a mocha from mcdonalds .
  • made a couple more decisions for homecoming today .
  • im telling everyone im running for homecoming court juss to make them scared .
  • need to find shoes for homecoming .
  • i should catch up on that challenge btt ill do it someother time .
peace shawdy .

Friday

tomorrow .

saturday :
  • i have a speech &debate competition from 6am-6pm
                                                           * wish me luck

  • &then i have to babysitt for some quick money from 7pm-12am .
                                                           no time for me =(

plans.plans.plans... canceled .

today :
i have to miss another game &date becuz ...
i have to dance at church .
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
if time is $$$ .
then my watch is costing .

day 02- the meaning behind your blogspot name .

title : liFE.lOVE.&SENiOR YEAR !
basically its a blog to help me always remember the things that happened in my senior .
the title is self explantory .
iLy

Thursday

soo random .

random things :
    i like this ... i juss hope its nothing sexual ... they talking about ripped jeans right ???
  • the song "bare necessities" from jungle book is stuck in my head .
  • does your wisdom tooth really make you wiser ?
  • mom is watching project runway &shes talking to the tv .
  • birthday is in 12 days !
  • my nails are simple yet cute , ill put up a picture tomorrow .
  • i sell myself very well , so im ready for an interview .
  • yepp , deff need a job .
  • if i see you looking me up &down btt you dnt speak , ha. its obvious you like something i have on .
  • what has happen to my bestfriend shaniece ? is she still mad at me from hanging up on her . smhh =/
. peace & =)
( a girl really has this tatoo w/ that smily face too )